
This post has a thousand images in my memory. Every summer before having you, with your sister, and then with you, have been a different adventure with simple and special details every year; Asturias, Huelva, Mexico, Menorca, Prague, Andalusia and so on until completing 18 summers with you. From each place you came back with

3 months ago today, listening to «You are not alone», we entered the Church of Sant Just to say goodbye to you, with all the honour, respect, love and affection you deserved.Surrounded by all of those who loved you, we saw hundreds of glassy eyes that hid the pain of losing you, a deafening silence

Dear Oscar: The days go by without you. Three months now and the memories of your life come and go endlessly. There are many in your 18 years. Many, very beautiful and very endearing. By remembering those memories and seeing you in the company of so many people, they give us an idea of why

Solitude is difficult to explain, because imagining it is just an illusion. Understanding that this absence, this emptiness cannot be filled by anything, by nothing new; I will probably fill other voids, but not that one, the hole left by the shot to my heart cannot be filled. I know that my interior is changing.

Another day without you is an empty time where you think there is nothing worth saving for the memory. An inexplicable emptiness. You feel soulless, lifeless, without goals or future, even when surrounded by people. And yes, I know that life goes on, but how difficult it is without you. Without you, a faithful friend