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52. A Silent Battle
Today is one of those hard days – when, without saying anything, you say everything. I feel an endless pain, an injustice, a brutal helplessness that drags us down. I take two steps forward and three back. Sometimes the pain feels less constant over time, but when it tightens, it hurts more than ever. These…
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49. Like the Waves of the Sea
When a new day dawns, you never know what the sea will be like – whether it will be calm, gently rocking the waves with a soft breeze, or, on the contrary, ready for battle, crashing violently as if it could tear the water apart forever. Oscar, I only feel like writing to you; that’s…
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48. Resilience and Rage
These days – the hardest of the year, the ones that remind me as if it were yesterday of your definitive absence from this world – I was reluctant to create a new entry in this blog. A blog that has helped me immensely: to show the world who Oscar is, to unload my pain,…
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44. That which cannot be seen
I have so much built up inside me that sometimes it feels like I might explode. When I think I’m moving forward and becoming part of the world around me, a memory on my phone, a song from your playlist, or one of your jumpers takes me back to a reality where time has stood…
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30. My grief
«The wounds are sewn with the thread of time and there is no thread that is not tied to a needle, how can it not hurt to mend the soul».R.Morán I want to honour my son’s death in the best way possible. I will try to be happy, try to integrate his noisy absence into…
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27. Magic night
I wish I could go back to January 2023, where the most repeated resolutions at the beginning of the year were mine; now I force myself to at least try to wake up every morning with a «this is what we have to live with, forever». So it’s up to me to choose how to…
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14. Today, we are all going home
3 months ago today, listening to «You are not alone», we entered the Church of Sant Just to say goodbye to you, with all the honour, respect, love and affection you deserved.Surrounded by all of those who loved you, we saw hundreds of glassy eyes that hid the pain of losing you, a deafening silence…
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