
And suddenly the knot becomes tense, tight, the food doesn’t go down but the tears do. One of those times you share pain, sorrow and deep desolation. And you don’t know whether to cry with it or keep it together, she is your mother and you put up with it; you don’t know why you

Today I went outside. I don’t remember the last day I went out, to be touched by the sun, to wear a smile and dive into decoration stores. I used to love looking for beautiful things and imagining them at home. I can’t remember putting on my makeup calmly and thinking about a fabulous day.